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Faade
I wear a mask
everyday;
hiding beneath
painted beauty
and a "fuck you"
attitude.
Bright white teeth
that flash smiles
at passing strangers:
a six-foot-thick
façade,
when my insides
are six feet under,
and my soul is full of dirt.
Beneath long eyelashes
and red lips
lives nothing but
fake words
and hollow feelings.
Beneath inked skin,
a mind that aches
for the end,
the black nothingness
to end
a broken heart.
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Blind
I thought you were the best kind of girl.
The kind that didn’t know
How beautiful
How smart
How perfectly
Imperfect she was.
The best kind of girl
Who loved purely
And laughed loudly.
Who shared her secrets
And her webs of darkness.
Who kept nothing hidden.
Who didn’t even tell
Little
White lies.
The best kind of girl
Who was so honest it hurt,
So beautifully open that
My heart ached.
But I guess I was blind.
Because you were the worst kind of girl.
Who called her cruelty
By the word “honest.”
Who loved herself
More than she could ever
Love someone else.
Who had deeper,
Darker secrets,
Hidden six feet below
Her “truths,”
Which only scratched the surface
Of an
Ugly
Twisted
Vicious
Blue-eyed girl
With nothing but
Ice in her veins,
Or cruel intentions
In her heart.
The kind of girl
To “love” me,
Only to have me find out
That I wasn’t the only one
She “loved.”
But those wide eyes,
Porcelain skin,
And scars that told a story,
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Less Than
My deep
dark
suffocating
loud
feelings
don't make me
any less
than you.
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Temporary Toy
I guess
I'm not enough.
Just a love-struck girl
With hopes of a happy ending.
But life's not fair,
And what's meant to be will be.
So I guess we weren't.
I guess that time was wasted,
Those dreams,
Those perfect moments,
That you just threw away,
Like a tear-stained tissue.
So here I am,
Solitary once more,
Wondering if it will ever be worth it,
If the pain will ever pay off,
If I'll ever be enough,
Or just a temporary toy.
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Lost
Fear
It binds my tongue;
I choke on words
That won't come out.
I reach for you
As you turn your back,
Grasping at what no longer is,
Holding on to what could have been.
And you walk away
As if we never were
Anything at all.
As if the laughs,
The kisses,
The dreams,
Were falsehoods,
Just tricks of the mind.
To me, you were everything;
To you, I was a place holder,
Replaceable
And discarded.
And what could have been
Will never be.
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Caroline
Artist | Student | Literature
United States
Current Residence: Chicago
Favourite genre of music: Everything
Favourite photographer: Audrey Simper, Laurel Guido, Miguel
Favourite style of art: Different mood, different style
Favourite cartoon character: Pocahontas
Personal Quote: "Psychic powers, divination, I summon the Force of all Creation. Empower my Heart; Empower my Soul; Allow me to see that I am Whole."
Occupation: Law office assistant/Freelance model
Interests
  • Listening to: Taylor Swift
  • Watching: CSI
  • Eating: Asiago bread
It's been almost a year since I posted on here, but here I am! I told a girl on an eating recovery page on Facebook that I would edit a poem she wrote about her disorder, and in doing so ignited an old flame within myself. I wanted to write again. So I did. I sat down and wrote "With You Comes Chaos." 

This poem is about how I handled relationships 4 years ago, in the middle of my illness. I was up, I was down, I was inside out. Self harm was my go-to coping mechanism. I very well could have ended up dead, like the narrator of the poem. Thankfully, I made it through.

I am now happy and healthy. I'm working, I'm sober, I'm clean, I'm not engaging in disordered eating behaviors. I'm a healthy weight. My sober date is May 20, 2013, so I'll have 2 years in a couple months.

Super happy to be back and writing again :) It feels amazing.

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Larathain Featured By Owner Apr 2, 2016
Happy birthday
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RadActPhoto Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012  Professional Photographer
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LadyMortimus Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student General Artist
Hi there :)
You write beautifully - keep up the good work.
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KeepersKeep Featured By Owner May 26, 2012  Student Writer
Thanks!
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sasunaru16 Featured By Owner May 19, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thank you for faving [link] ! please check out my other poems as well :D :heart:
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WordOfChen Featured By Owner May 5, 2012  Professional Writer
Arrr thank ye so much fer givin' me a watch :iconsuperw00tplz:

I do apologise fer takin' so long ta thank ya :icondragonxpplz:

That said, I do hope ye'll continue to enjoy the poetry and stories that I produce at Word of Chen. We generally update Thursdays - Sundays :iconbadassplz:

Come by anytime and thanks again :iconfluttershyyayplz:

-Captain Chenbeard of the Black Fedora Pirates :iconwordofchen:
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soft-sound Featured By Owner May 4, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You are a wonderful poet. :D It's always nice to find good poets.
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KeepersKeep Featured By Owner May 4, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you!!
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katelynrphotography Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2012  Professional Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:!
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